Quotes

You don't have to control your thoughts. You just have to stop letting them control you. -Dan Milliman

Tomorrow-Sunday

6: Run--run to Jamba and get something to drink for breakfast!
8: Finish tax notes
10: Print notes, go to business school library to do outlines
12: Lunch = PBJ tortilla sandwich
5: Make graphs for the handout and the powerpoint
3: Snack! ??
6: Meeting with group
After--salad for dinner

Yet Another First

This is yet another first. Another renewed commitment to life and health--both emotional and physical. And another day of fear. But the fear is there whether I'm trying to change or not. The despair and restless are there whether I'm trying to change or not. But life isn't there when I'm running from my emotions and fears. It's like time just slipping away... worse, it's like time that I'm willing away. Willing that now will get over and that time (that mythical) time when I'm committed to change and the change comes easily. But that doesn't exist, so I'm just willing my life away. And giving up my chance for love. That's what I'm fighting for here--love for myself... from myself and from a man worth loving.